There isnt a place like Home

Home..my home sweet home, first time in my life i really miss home,i usually missed friends,food or off days. However, this time i feel like this is going to be my last home. I am tired of moving, to be exact, i have moved more than 10 x in my whole life, f rom pg,mel,kl,sg,orchard,pasir ris to hougang, and pasir ris eventually.

There isnt a place like home, when ur heart is sticked with ur loved one in the shelter, u know u will have a place when u need to relax, to hide away from people.

I am recovering well, stomach a bit churning after food but is bearable, guess the stomach lining is badly eroded by acid, now i just have to be careful with my diet and take really good care of myself. For me , for everyone who cares about me.

Experience and explore are my aim, i will re-visit old places i been, old friends that i neglected...

Went to Eiffel Tower with 2 young girls yesterday, the weather was fantastic, nice and sunny.the tower is beautiful as usual with many tourists amazed with it's great architecture. wow i love paris, i love the air of french, just can feel the tree, the greenery, the street, the building, they are all alive. I have a thought, i will come here one day to reside if i know the language, nobody knows me, and i will disguise myself as a french chinese. Raise a dog,go strolling, doing nothing ....just be a parisian. LOL. I am a funny person, as i will never have the gut to even leave my job.

Had chix rice noodle(Pho) two times consecutively, i like the broth, it makes me have more appetite.How to make my stomach strong again? No spicy, no acidic, no raw food???

Baby has been very sweet for past few days, we tried our first Skype yesterday, his voice over the continent is clear and warm,i can felt that he was next to me, talk to me before we turn in together. But i dun know why, the more i wan to dream of him , the more disappointment i have. I want to give him a good big hug when i see him.

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I have been sick since 2 weeks ago, from simple gastric to stomach cramp , shivering, no appetite till the latest paranoid. However, i learnt one thing, love from parent and my dearie are unconditional,they take care of me and concern about my well being. I asked mum, will she stay to take care of me if i am unwell, without hesitation, she said yes. I called dearie, will he stand by me if my paranoid becomes reality?without 1 second breathing, he said YES. I am thankful to those love. Unconditional and giving.

I pray for myself, i have faith i will go pass the downturn and come up stronger and grateful. I will love myself and love the person i love.

Angkor Wat 12 to 15June

Didnt have any high expectation before leaving for Siem Reap on that day. Perhaps i was too tired after arriving back from Maldives... Was a pleasant SilkAir 2 hours flight over clouds and paddy field from the top of the view. New airport look very similar to Bali airport, cambodia looks a combination of thailand, indonesia and malaysia. The tranquility of remote malaysian small paddy town, the warmth hospitality of Thai people and picturesque view of Bali.

This is our trio team, i miss the old times in fact!

This is the famous Golden temple in Amritsar,it was shining even in the raining night. Holy Pilgrimage Site for Hindu, the holiest journey of mind for me!! Cleanse my souls and wash away my sin please.

Had a tiring but nice day out,it has been a while i havent joined any crew to venture out in any destination. Border's guard changing ceremory is fun and amusing... besides the drizzles and the heat asides. It has been 5 years since my last sightseeing in group.

Distance of hearts

Had a very fruitful tuesday. went to JB to have my eye check up, everything is fine,dryness is no longer an issue. Astigmatism still exist on both eyes especially on right eye -75. Free Enhancement is provided but I am worry about the cornea issue,dont wan to go through the blurry and worrying state again. Shall wait for another 6 months and monitor the progress,right? Not everything free is good in this case.

Went bugis gym for Body pump, it was a very taxing one hour for my lower body, my legs cant even stand till and trembling after that. no pain no gain right?

I called HK and talked abt friend and distance, i realised even we are in the same city, but we hardly meet, or should i say no one even trying... How ironic!! It is even easier to meet in foreign country than in Singapore. Is our friendship fading especially when the distance is nearer or because we all suffering from this urban disorder? Cold and self centre personalities? I miss the honest and generous friendship we ever had. Where has it gone now? Tell me.

Packed and satisfied !

I went for a swim finally after 1 years plus haitus , lying down at the sun bed at Sport club, reminded me of the days when i was still at Regentville. I did enjoy the sun and the pool very often, anytime as i please and when the sun is not shy away underneath the thick clouds.

Under the water,my mind seemed to be clearer,I tried to relax and think what is my plan for 2008(even though half through). My exercise regime, my mooncake business, my relationship, my friendship, my family, my career. Time is so cruel if u just let it slip easily, i am worry abt not doing anything, but at the same time, i have no idea where i am heading too?!

After 1 hour sun tanning, i was shocked to see myself in the mirror, my back looks horrible! I thought by making it more tan, it will be less obvious! I guess i am wrong.. suddenly i went to panic stage again, quickly ran out.

Later i went to Bugis for Body combat, It was a very tiring and fulfilling cardiovascular exercise, i enjoyed it very much, the way i sweat, is like what i will have sweat for the whole week. very nice and feel my energy is back. Met Alvin for dinner at the famous pork chop joint,then coffee. Suddenly realised we both havent had a nice 121 conversation for very long time. i enjoyed the silly talk and nonsense we had last night, we should do it more often sometimes.

By the time i reached home already 11pm, suppose to meet Ah ceh for drink at West, but i was too tired to move after a nice shower. Just checking on some thyroid reports in internet for mum. I am concern about mum and her well being,she is worry about side effect of the thyroid medicine she is taking and complaint about hair loss. I really hope i can accompany her to next doctor visit when i am home.

Jonathan msn me , he is coming to sin tomolo n asking me for dinner.I say Yes.

I like the activities packed day, it makes me feel i am productive and energize.

New House

Finally settled in the new house after few days of non stop packing and unpacking. This house is much bigger and brighter than the old house. I still hv the sentimental feeling towards the old one. ( The cosiness,the warm, the occasionally cool surrounding.. ) Now the sun is shining on me while i am surfing , watching,chatting in the living room.... The brightness and sunny aspect are so like Nick,whereby, i am more hidden n cool.May be thats why i need more time to adjust to the new environment. However, i already started to love the wide balcony, the white kitchen, the grey cosy toilet and the smell of new paints.