Home..my home sweet home, first time in my life i really miss home,i usually missed friends,food or off days. However, this time i feel like this is going to be my last home. I am tired of moving, to be exact, i have moved more than 10 x in my whole life, f rom pg,mel,kl,sg,orchard,pasir ris to hougang, and pasir ris eventually.
There isnt a place like home, when ur heart is sticked with ur loved one in the shelter, u know u will have a place when u need to relax, to hide away from people.
I am recovering well, stomach a bit churning after food but is bearable, guess the stomach lining is badly eroded by acid, now i just have to be careful with my diet and take really good care of myself. For me , for everyone who cares about me.
Experience and explore are my aim, i will re-visit old places i been, old friends that i neglected...
Went to Eiffel Tower with 2 young girls yesterday, the weather was fantastic, nice and sunny.the tower is beautiful as usual with many tourists amazed with it's great architecture. wow i love paris, i love the air of french, just can feel the tree, the greenery, the street, the building, they are all alive. I have a thought, i will come here one day to reside if i know the language, nobody knows me, and i will disguise myself as a french chinese. Raise a dog,go strolling, doing nothing ....just be a parisian. LOL. I am a funny person, as i will never have the gut to even leave my job.
Had chix rice noodle(Pho) two times consecutively, i like the broth, it makes me have more appetite.How to make my stomach strong again? No spicy, no acidic, no raw food???
Baby has been very sweet for past few days, we tried our first Skype yesterday, his voice over the continent is clear and warm,i can felt that he was next to me, talk to me before we turn in together. But i dun know why, the more i wan to dream of him , the more disappointment i have. I want to give him a good big hug when i see him.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Friday, July 4, 2008
No title
I have been sick since 2 weeks ago, from simple gastric to stomach cramp , shivering, no appetite till the latest paranoid. However, i learnt one thing, love from parent and my dearie are unconditional,they take care of me and concern about my well being. I asked mum, will she stay to take care of me if i am unwell, without hesitation, she said yes. I called dearie, will he stand by me if my paranoid becomes reality?without 1 second breathing, he said YES. I am thankful to those love. Unconditional and giving.
I pray for myself, i have faith i will go pass the downturn and come up stronger and grateful. I will love myself and love the person i love.
I pray for myself, i have faith i will go pass the downturn and come up stronger and grateful. I will love myself and love the person i love.
Monday, June 16, 2008
Angkor Wat 12 to 15June
Didnt have any high expectation before leaving for Siem Reap on that day. Perhaps i was too tired after arriving back from Maldives... Was a pleasant SilkAir 2 hours flight over clouds and paddy field from the top of the view. New airport look very similar to Bali airport, cambodia looks a combination of thailand, indonesia and malaysia. The tranquility of remote malaysian small paddy town, the warmth hospitality of Thai people and picturesque view of Bali.
This is our trio team, i miss the old times in fact!
Friday, June 6, 2008
This is the famous Golden temple in Amritsar,it was shining even in the raining night. Holy Pilgrimage Site for Hindu, the holiest journey of mind for me!! Cleanse my souls and wash away my sin please.
Had a tiring but nice day out,it has been a while i havent joined any crew to venture out in any destination. Border's guard changing ceremory is fun and amusing... besides the drizzles and the heat asides. It has been 5 years since my last sightseeing in group.
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Distance of hearts
Had a very fruitful tuesday. went to JB to have my eye check up, everything is fine,dryness is no longer an issue. Astigmatism still exist on both eyes especially on right eye -75. Free Enhancement is provided but I am worry about the cornea issue,dont wan to go through the blurry and worrying state again. Shall wait for another 6 months and monitor the progress,right? Not everything free is good in this case.
Went bugis gym for Body pump, it was a very taxing one hour for my lower body, my legs cant even stand till and trembling after that. no pain no gain right?
I called HK and talked abt friend and distance, i realised even we are in the same city, but we hardly meet, or should i say no one even trying... How ironic!! It is even easier to meet in foreign country than in Singapore. Is our friendship fading especially when the distance is nearer or because we all suffering from this urban disorder? Cold and self centre personalities? I miss the honest and generous friendship we ever had. Where has it gone now? Tell me.
Went bugis gym for Body pump, it was a very taxing one hour for my lower body, my legs cant even stand till and trembling after that. no pain no gain right?
I called HK and talked abt friend and distance, i realised even we are in the same city, but we hardly meet, or should i say no one even trying... How ironic!! It is even easier to meet in foreign country than in Singapore. Is our friendship fading especially when the distance is nearer or because we all suffering from this urban disorder? Cold and self centre personalities? I miss the honest and generous friendship we ever had. Where has it gone now? Tell me.
Friday, May 16, 2008
Packed and satisfied !
I went for a swim finally after 1 years plus haitus , lying down at the sun bed at Sport club, reminded me of the days when i was still at Regentville. I did enjoy the sun and the pool very often, anytime as i please and when the sun is not shy away underneath the thick clouds.
Under the water,my mind seemed to be clearer,I tried to relax and think what is my plan for 2008(even though half through). My exercise regime, my mooncake business, my relationship, my friendship, my family, my career. Time is so cruel if u just let it slip easily, i am worry abt not doing anything, but at the same time, i have no idea where i am heading too?!
After 1 hour sun tanning, i was shocked to see myself in the mirror, my back looks horrible! I thought by making it more tan, it will be less obvious! I guess i am wrong.. suddenly i went to panic stage again, quickly ran out.
Later i went to Bugis for Body combat, It was a very tiring and fulfilling cardiovascular exercise, i enjoyed it very much, the way i sweat, is like what i will have sweat for the whole week. very nice and feel my energy is back. Met Alvin for dinner at the famous pork chop joint,then coffee. Suddenly realised we both havent had a nice 121 conversation for very long time. i enjoyed the silly talk and nonsense we had last night, we should do it more often sometimes.
By the time i reached home already 11pm, suppose to meet Ah ceh for drink at West, but i was too tired to move after a nice shower. Just checking on some thyroid reports in internet for mum. I am concern about mum and her well being,she is worry about side effect of the thyroid medicine she is taking and complaint about hair loss. I really hope i can accompany her to next doctor visit when i am home.
Jonathan msn me , he is coming to sin tomolo n asking me for dinner.I say Yes.
I like the activities packed day, it makes me feel i am productive and energize.
Under the water,my mind seemed to be clearer,I tried to relax and think what is my plan for 2008(even though half through). My exercise regime, my mooncake business, my relationship, my friendship, my family, my career. Time is so cruel if u just let it slip easily, i am worry abt not doing anything, but at the same time, i have no idea where i am heading too?!
After 1 hour sun tanning, i was shocked to see myself in the mirror, my back looks horrible! I thought by making it more tan, it will be less obvious! I guess i am wrong.. suddenly i went to panic stage again, quickly ran out.
Later i went to Bugis for Body combat, It was a very tiring and fulfilling cardiovascular exercise, i enjoyed it very much, the way i sweat, is like what i will have sweat for the whole week. very nice and feel my energy is back. Met Alvin for dinner at the famous pork chop joint,then coffee. Suddenly realised we both havent had a nice 121 conversation for very long time. i enjoyed the silly talk and nonsense we had last night, we should do it more often sometimes.
By the time i reached home already 11pm, suppose to meet Ah ceh for drink at West, but i was too tired to move after a nice shower. Just checking on some thyroid reports in internet for mum. I am concern about mum and her well being,she is worry about side effect of the thyroid medicine she is taking and complaint about hair loss. I really hope i can accompany her to next doctor visit when i am home.
Jonathan msn me , he is coming to sin tomolo n asking me for dinner.I say Yes.
I like the activities packed day, it makes me feel i am productive and energize.
Friday, May 9, 2008
New House
Finally settled in the new house after few days of non stop packing and unpacking. This house is much bigger and brighter than the old house. I still hv the sentimental feeling towards the old one. ( The cosiness,the warm, the occasionally cool surrounding.. ) Now the sun is shining on me while i am surfing , watching,chatting in the living room.... The brightness and sunny aspect are so like Nick,whereby, i am more hidden n cool.May be thats why i need more time to adjust to the new environment. However, i already started to love the wide balcony, the white kitchen, the grey cosy toilet and the smell of new paints.
Friday, April 18, 2008
SEP,scary but easy process!!
Recurrent of SEP has become part of my life as a flying career.Returning to STC is just a yearly drag,it gets earlier each year. Was very worry about the test this year!! Frankly it was never in my agenda that SEP can be a nightmare for so many years. It could be the new electronic CBT terminal, or the cancelation of usual revision by the SEP facilitators. Last night i was struggling to attempt the various aircraft quiz,just to find out the computer system unable to grade my test!! The other word mean i have No idea whether my answer is correct.
Lucky, i managed to pass the test after many prayers sent to heaven..Of course including nick's good luck wish too.
That's a real relief!!!
That's must be the complacency that sat in after many years. So conclusion is practice make perfect, be it a common easy chores.
Lets move on to my next worry, the moving to new house 's part. Will everything be nice and smooth? Went to inspect the house, found out the living room's feature wall is better than expected. Kitchen and toilet are so far to our liking. Keep my fingers cross for smooth transition.
Lucky, i managed to pass the test after many prayers sent to heaven..Of course including nick's good luck wish too.
That's a real relief!!!
That's must be the complacency that sat in after many years. So conclusion is practice make perfect, be it a common easy chores.
Lets move on to my next worry, the moving to new house 's part. Will everything be nice and smooth? Went to inspect the house, found out the living room's feature wall is better than expected. Kitchen and toilet are so far to our liking. Keep my fingers cross for smooth transition.
Friday, March 21, 2008
Tired Swing
Penang..tg park,indian,lawyer,agents,mum,dad,myself...... too many thing in my mind, i have been sleepless for 2 straight nights, i cant stop thinking and my heart keep pounding fast..... When can this end? i have a not so great instinct ,thing will go 3 rounds before coming back to the same place.
That's my fate, my luck , myself? Do i believe in what not exactly controlled by me.
Penang is the same nice place , slow pace and noisy busy streets......But i saw something extraordinary yesterday, row of people, to be exact is rows of "muslim women in tudung" marching towards penang ferry terminal. By passers are panic, and so is my dad, riot!?!Movement?!unrest?!@ We were inside "kuang ying temple" praying for everything go smoothly, but i heard the temple keeper was shouting to tourists and visitors that the temple is closing ,,huh!! never so early at 430pm?? He shouted " pls faster, i need to go home to see my child and have dinner with them" come back tomolo lah..... Dad was seen panic and this is the first time i saw him running, with his grey medium hair flying in the air"
I tell myself myself to be calm, eat slowly, dun be jittery abt wht happened. Everthing will be fine, as my mood is swinging from one place to another, i cant concentrate, the most scariest thing is i cant concentrate on sleeping, My favourite past time is sleeping leh.... I leave the relevant person to handle the necessary things, i am paying, so let me be free and relax... I miss my baby dearie. hope he is here with me.
Now i am so tired swinging, is a tired swing . (from south to north)
That's my fate, my luck , myself? Do i believe in what not exactly controlled by me.
Penang is the same nice place , slow pace and noisy busy streets......But i saw something extraordinary yesterday, row of people, to be exact is rows of "muslim women in tudung" marching towards penang ferry terminal. By passers are panic, and so is my dad, riot!?!Movement?!unrest?!@ We were inside "kuang ying temple" praying for everything go smoothly, but i heard the temple keeper was shouting to tourists and visitors that the temple is closing ,,huh!! never so early at 430pm?? He shouted " pls faster, i need to go home to see my child and have dinner with them" come back tomolo lah..... Dad was seen panic and this is the first time i saw him running, with his grey medium hair flying in the air"
I tell myself myself to be calm, eat slowly, dun be jittery abt wht happened. Everthing will be fine, as my mood is swinging from one place to another, i cant concentrate, the most scariest thing is i cant concentrate on sleeping, My favourite past time is sleeping leh.... I leave the relevant person to handle the necessary things, i am paying, so let me be free and relax... I miss my baby dearie. hope he is here with me.
Now i am so tired swinging, is a tired swing . (from south to north)
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Messy mind?
I havent written anything for almost a month, busy? Not really, Laziness is more of the word best describe my state of mind.
Everything seems to be so relax and slow including my body and soul too. What is my plan for this year? Since is already stepped into the end of first quarter.
No more amazing race is what a disappointment for me frankly.Even though i am quite certain i wont be selected for the race, but i wan to still take up the challenge to do something fun and interesting.Argggh..another evidence of not completing the task.
Wached " PS I love u" last night, i was impressed by this kind of LOVE,so realistic yet so cruel, especially when the wife realized how much she remember the time they being together,it is always there, the moment, the timing, the conversation, the movement. It is a bit clinches kind of romance story, But I love it, thats what a true love is, the memories stay even the person already long gone!!
Okie, back to my plan? I wan to start picking up macromedia free hand and illustrator? Where shall i start? please let me know. okok. guess after my paris flight. Yeah why not, start something when in paris? Jolly good idea. Let this be the proof that what i said now, can see whether i commit to it!!
Everything seems to be so relax and slow including my body and soul too. What is my plan for this year? Since is already stepped into the end of first quarter.
No more amazing race is what a disappointment for me frankly.Even though i am quite certain i wont be selected for the race, but i wan to still take up the challenge to do something fun and interesting.Argggh..another evidence of not completing the task.
Wached " PS I love u" last night, i was impressed by this kind of LOVE,so realistic yet so cruel, especially when the wife realized how much she remember the time they being together,it is always there, the moment, the timing, the conversation, the movement. It is a bit clinches kind of romance story, But I love it, thats what a true love is, the memories stay even the person already long gone!!
Okie, back to my plan? I wan to start picking up macromedia free hand and illustrator? Where shall i start? please let me know. okok. guess after my paris flight. Yeah why not, start something when in paris? Jolly good idea. Let this be the proof that what i said now, can see whether i commit to it!!
Monday, February 4, 2008
YEAR OF PIGGY TO MICKEY MOUSE SOON
It has been quite a bumpy last yew days before the end of Piggy year. Was dishearten and upset by few unexpected matters. Complaining was the only thing in my mind at that point of time,what else can i do? I cant help it!! Right?
But after talking to mum, i realized that if thing can be solved financially or otherwise solved/settled, then i shouldnt be discouraged at all."Hua Qian Tang Jai" It could be a silver lining behind the dark clouds. Bye bye the choking pipes, the misfortune MJ luck, and unwanted friends.
Super Sunshine is coming on his way to The Year of Mickey Mouse. I am blessed and we all are blessed.This is my Year. Ooppss....not to reveal my age.
Lets hope for a more prosperous and smoother year ahead.
But after talking to mum, i realized that if thing can be solved financially or otherwise solved/settled, then i shouldnt be discouraged at all."Hua Qian Tang Jai" It could be a silver lining behind the dark clouds. Bye bye the choking pipes, the misfortune MJ luck, and unwanted friends.
Super Sunshine is coming on his way to The Year of Mickey Mouse. I am blessed and we all are blessed.This is my Year. Ooppss....not to reveal my age.
Lets hope for a more prosperous and smoother year ahead.
Saturday, January 26, 2008
AMAZING ME? !!
Is contemplating to join Amazing race asia 3 with Dennis today? Hahaha... Must be LOL for most of the friends that know me!
It is really something i would love to achieve, joining a competition that is so physical and mentally challenging!! My perfect partner is definitely with NICk, but i doubt he will agree to my idea, and fence it off with my 3 minute heat kind of thingy. By the way, by applying for the race doesnt mean that we will automatically selected, right?!
Lets occupied myself with the 3 mins audition video. We have 3 weeks to do that?! What is our strength? frankly speaking, even i know dennis for 23 years, but we have never work together nor traveling for leisure (hehehe... may be next BKK trip with him)
So i suggested to start with our Differences then work together the Similarities. My instinct tells me that sure we have chemistry together since we had known each other for so long. We fought , agrued before over trivial matters, and we also had good times outing and karaoke-ing....
Okie, so much for the talking and thinking, lets put thing into action, and remain heated for another 3 weeks. Here i come, ASIA...
Wht is the our team name? Childhood School mate or AJ S.... My godness!
It is really something i would love to achieve, joining a competition that is so physical and mentally challenging!! My perfect partner is definitely with NICk, but i doubt he will agree to my idea, and fence it off with my 3 minute heat kind of thingy. By the way, by applying for the race doesnt mean that we will automatically selected, right?!
Lets occupied myself with the 3 mins audition video. We have 3 weeks to do that?! What is our strength? frankly speaking, even i know dennis for 23 years, but we have never work together nor traveling for leisure (hehehe... may be next BKK trip with him)
So i suggested to start with our Differences then work together the Similarities. My instinct tells me that sure we have chemistry together since we had known each other for so long. We fought , agrued before over trivial matters, and we also had good times outing and karaoke-ing....
Okie, so much for the talking and thinking, lets put thing into action, and remain heated for another 3 weeks. Here i come, ASIA...
Wht is the our team name? Childhood School mate or AJ S.... My godness!
Friday, January 18, 2008
Monday, January 14, 2008
Just came back from penang, dun really feel great abt alot of things. Too hot the weather , too slow the system, too many things to taken care of there. So thought when back to singapore, i will get a breather, who knows!! More dilemma, i am contradicting myself, sell or not to sell? The same figure whether in penang or singapore. any sign of it? Please tell me... anyone ?
i always feel bad after returning from penang,felt that i havent been nice to mum and dad for the mere 3 days. i should get more patience and understanding.. i shouldnt interfere with their lifestyle n tell them what to do or how to handle certain things.I am a not so considerate son, i think i have to always remind me to be nice, to be understanding, to be patience to them cos they are the one that love me the most.
I will remember this time, hopefully forever.
i always feel bad after returning from penang,felt that i havent been nice to mum and dad for the mere 3 days. i should get more patience and understanding.. i shouldnt interfere with their lifestyle n tell them what to do or how to handle certain things.I am a not so considerate son, i think i have to always remind me to be nice, to be understanding, to be patience to them cos they are the one that love me the most.
I will remember this time, hopefully forever.
Sunday, January 6, 2008
人生雨雨
不要問我為什麼叫人生雨雨，只知道我心情像雨，那種毛毛絲雨，斷斷續續下個不停，像人生，像現在的心情那麼不穩定，像周遭的人和物。
這世界在下雨，你和我都濕濕的。
今天聽到好友的事情，又一個雨雨。只希望他沒事。祝福他。
雖然不大認識誰是MC King,但是心裡突然傷起來。還記的看過他一次的。人生幻變，４０可以是結束，也可能才是開始。
在這里希望快點停雨。雨過晴天。
這世界在下雨，你和我都濕濕的。
今天聽到好友的事情，又一個雨雨。只希望他沒事。祝福他。
雖然不大認識誰是MC King,但是心裡突然傷起來。還記的看過他一次的。人生幻變，４０可以是結束，也可能才是開始。
在這里希望快點停雨。雨過晴天。
Saturday, January 5, 2008
Leave my heart in San Francisco?!!
Dun think so !! After the dreadful 11 hours flt to this beautiful city, i will only leave my body there in the bed, not my heart!! My heart still in Penang or Singapore where my love one is. Once a friend ask me where is my fav city ? I told him thats where my home is. Paris,London, New York is just a name of a big city, but doesnt have my heart in it.
I am tired of flying, is that an easy and safe heaven out there ?
I am tired of flying, is that an easy and safe heaven out there ?
Thursday, January 3, 2008
咖啡時光
Always enjoy a cup of Americano with Nick2 in a lazy day like that!! Nothing important, just plain chit chat,abt anything from work, frends, home and places....whatever....My usual concern is what we can do together after this coffee time?? MJ,movie,dinner,etc etc.... My life is so unproductive yet fulfilling in a different way!
想用中文寫一下心情，還記得好多年前曾經塗塗寫寫一些風花雪月，無關痛癢的筆記。現在想寫的是記錄一些瑣事。
First Day of my blogggg.
My second day after my lasik operation, feel relief! Do i look younger without the spectacle? hehehe.... part of revamp works going on ... hehehe...
First Day of my blogggg.
Really blur abt the whole blog world!! How it works?! wht is the purpose of blogging? I DUN KNOW.
But is something i wan to do for MYSELF , friends and Love one in this NEW YEAR.Hooray! 2008...
My second day after my lasik operation, feel relief! Do i look younger without the spectacle? hehehe.... part of revamp works going on ... hehehe...
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